my dear, dear friend.
oh, how i miss you so: you invade my thoughts every day
& even though i broke when you left, somehow i'm okay.
you never tell me about your new life; friends you have made.
they don't know how lucky they are; how i wish i could trade.

you still playing them blues for me? strum on your guitar.
grasp your potential tight in your hand; baby you'll be a star.
please don't go sane on me; keep with your sneaky ways
& walk through nights knowing that i'm counting the days.

how's the family? i hear you got a new girlfriend, you do;
and i know you don't think it, but i'm really happy for you.
just stay my joker & keep it with your cute impressions.
(we made mistakes together, but we learned no lessons!)

i miss you calling me up at midnight; now i'm always awake
hopin' my phone will ring. (just RING for goodness sake!)
fall in love, fall in deep for me. find something with meaning.
cruise the streets & laugh, at least for the time being.

but love;
ink can be smudged, pencil erased,
paint chipped off & can't be replaced.
but these words that i'm whispering
right into this note;
sealed with love & affection in
every word that i wrote
will float in the air 'til the
end of our time,
backwards in the clock when you
were somehow mine:
"i love you, i'm sending all my love to
you.
(and here's a little hope that you still
love me too)"